Feeling like my ignorance has been breaking apart uh
感觉我的无知早已经分崩离析
Somewhere between making M’s and making my mark
被困在了赚钱与成就这二者之间不知如何选择
Stare at the ceiling what is the purpose, I’m praying my brain’s the church
凝视着天花板 这一切意义何在呢 我祈祷着 以自己的大脑为教堂
Imma need to buy some detergent, my spirit got on some dirt
我需要置办些清洁剂 因为我的灵魂染上了污垢
I’m 22 but feeling 29 and 12 all at the same time
如今我22岁 却总觉得自己像是同时在29岁与12岁
Scrap with some demons for hours like anime fights
和恶魔激烈地奋战 就如动画片中的打斗场面
Never tell my parents the truth but the day I do I can see their perspective I just hope that they goin understand mine
从不对父母相告真相 但总有一天我会理解站在他们角度的观点 而现在我只希望他们能够理解我
I got a crib now; I don’t owe nobody for this work so I just thank God
现在我买下了豪宅 我不亏欠任何人 全靠我自己 对此我要感谢上帝
Came across so many bottles filled with tears the market is a place of fear the shades they rock to cover up them pain eyes
喝干了这么多瓶 流了这么多泪 这市场是个可怕的地方 他们摇晃不定的阴影掩盖着饱含痛苦的眼睛
Chase success but hope I don’t get too successful fame wise uh
我亦会追名逐利 但只希望自己的名誉不要太过成功
Fake honesty you not my friend you franchise
虚伪的诚实 你并非我的朋友 你享有特权
I don’t want a life where privacy’s a thing I can’t find
我不愿过那种没有隐私 曝光在聚光灯下的生活
Yeah they love the movie but they move on when the main dies
人们喜爱这部电影 但当主角死去时 剧情还是照常继续
Man it’s tragic..
天哪 真是悲剧
Too many cameras’ll get you manic..
太多的聚光灯 摄像头 让你抓狂
Don’t want the fame ,I want some rest this sh*t is thankless..
我不愿被名誉缠身 只想好好休息 可这又显得我忘恩负义
I heard the rent’s expensive up in Calabasas..
我听说卡拉巴萨斯的房租很贵
My plan today is get some head and get my prayers answered
我今天的目标就是让自己振作起来 让我的祈祷应验
Or maybe tail, coin toss
或者干脆抛硬币决定好了
Your energy ain’t touching me I’ll rip your face off
你的气场丝毫触及不到我 我会撕破你的脸皮
Been through a lot I’m movin’ like I never take loss
经历良多 我正不断前行 就像我从没尝过失去的滋味
I’ll make a movie and my life’s the story that it’s based off
我想我会拍一部电影 以我的人生故事为脚本
f*ck around and eat some Jollibee’s I love the grease and all the seasoning
大快朵颐欢乐蜂 我爱那油脂与全部的调味料
I just want some peace, no enemies but Imma still compete
我只想追求平静 不愿四面树敌 可我竞争的热情丝毫不减
New apartment got my keys we f*ckin in the evening
我有着你新公寓的钥匙 夜晚我们可以翻云覆雨
Apologies but Imma body you in songs I’m featuring
实在抱歉 可我会把你写进我的歌中
You ain’t gonna rap no mo no mo
你不会像我一样说唱 不不不
You goin be a tik toker dancer no no
你也不会在抖音上跳舞 不不
You goin be a filmmaker when you meet Scorcese he will say your movies all trash & so so
你会去拍电影 可如果你遇到斯科塞斯 他定会说你做的都是什么垃圾 诸如此类吧
Aaaahhh
啊啊啊啊啊
Man-that sh*t is soundin’ painful
老哥 这听起来也太痛苦了
Praising the Lord but-im-here to make satan look like an angel
我们赞美上帝 但在这里撒旦却长的宛若天使
With-the-wings and all like lemon pepper Ricky Ross and Drake
撒旦还长着翅膀 像Drake和Ricky Ross在《Lemon Pepper Freestyle》里写的那样
In any case you know I’m in when-I-got them currency’s to make
无论如何 你知道我是在给他们赚钱的机会
I got the cake, the heist is easy when you know the combination to the safe
我已经分到了蛋糕 当你知道了保险箱的密码 抢劫还不轻而易举吗
This sh*t come easy to me, I just ask He give it to me
这对我而言小菜一碟 我只是要他帮我打个下手
I used to /roll the paper now the paper rolling in
我曾经账单如流水 如今财源滚滚
Man, I don’t know what changed but maybe I just started focusing
伙计 我也不知道什么变了 但或许是我变的专注了
You don’t like how I’m movin ‘least I’m movin like a U-Haul...
你不喜欢我进步的样子 可我就像拖车一样步履蹒跚（U-Haul.是美国拖车公司名 相当于You Haul）
I don’t like parties in the hills that sh*t is too far...
我不喜欢在山里开派对 因为那实在是太远了
They do more lines than Tarantino movies acting like they better than me take your motherf*ckin’ Prada boots off
他们的废话比塔伦蒂诺电影的台词还要多 演内一出戏整的像比我好多少似的 把你们蠢笨的普拉达靴子脱掉行不？
Less brain cells than a whippit can
脑细胞比爷的豪车都少
Sold a couple Gildan shirts tell the world he’s businessman
卖出几件吉尔丹衬衫就向全世界宣告自己是个商人
Your shoes are fake and your whip is rented
你的鞋也是假的 豪车也是租来的 狂什么啊
It’s always sunny in Indo and lately man I just need a tan
印尼总是阳光明媚 小爷最近正想做个美黑