Still don't know if I was right or wrong

I know it tho this ain't done still got hate around me

Feel it on the daily It haunts me but I keep getting sturdy

Stupid everybody knows actually

Ain't nobody knows what it feels to know what's true

Ain't nobody feels the way I feel

In my senses though I knew my luck was due

But couldn't you wait for me

My mind my mind has gone down

It won't try even won't try to let things go

I'm doing this **** on my own

Ain't nobody all agree with me tho

Daunting fantasies fainting me and all

So well it ain't gon be true no more

But I still love it though

Might as well give it all I got

Nothing to lose no more

Fate comes fate goes destiny what it did to me

Love comes love goes it went away what can it do to me

What if I looked away nothing has ever came for me

Could it have been ok before having fantasy

God has given me my life

My right to speak and strive

Mother has given me my time on the other side

It's given me wisdom and sight

Holy what did I know young and raw

***** open up your mind like a boom bang balloon

Clean up your eyes see clear of the lie

And crime you conspire every ***** that's right

But you never know and never fight

My mind my mind has gone down

It won't try even won't try to let things go

Fate comes fate goes destiny what it did to me

Crazy dream oh destined

Love comes love goes it went away what can it do to me

What if I looked away nothing has ever came for me

Could it have been ok before having fantasy